GY

Aww.. posting has a prob..
I can't chg this ugly font LOL

Anywayz, today GY members helped me with the deco =)
I wouldn't have cope without Evang, Bernice, Angeline, Jo ann, and even Dennis!
He's still so cute!! I missed him =)

It's kind of tiring to do it in the church..
U have to put on a serious face while u work and I don't think I succeeded =(
Laughing all the time with Dennis, watch him play tricks on James.. Haha XP
Even chasing Anna! Haha~
But ther's still a whole big bunch of stuff to do..
And I worry it'll not turn out right.. =(
Would I disappoint everybody? the deco's only under me after all..
If it doesn't work out..
BOOM! I'll nvr step into the church again!

Ben got kinda tired half way..
Should've asked him to stay home and rest.
He even slept on the bench outside LOL

Well, they were rehearsing the song On The Wings of Love by Westlife..
Frequent visitors would've known that I had this song on my blog, 1st on my list!
But then, there was a problem and it couldn't be played =(
So I sorta changed the songs.. added new ones, deleted old ones..
Haha =)I'm still enchanted by the song..
It's GREAT~!

Today's worship was fun! I liked it~
Lambert's voice was nice too~ yea, I enjoyed it!! =)
2nd in a few weeks since Jeremy left.. =(
Wonder if the next year, when the Form 5s get their results..
Would the change in GY be more promiminent?
As AA said, GY is not expanding, in fact, it's dwindling in number!
Form 5s.. Lambert, Reuben, Sebastian, Joash, James? He's form 5 rite? XP

O--kay, after listing all my seniors' names, I realized I'm the oldest gal still active in GY! Haha =)
I wish I could've join GY earlier.. not at the end of 15 years old!!
That's sooo late! =( I missed out on so much fun!

Still, I can make it up this year!!
I'll have so much more fun! Juz u watch~ =)

Oh man..

I'm a bad girl..
I'm supposed to study for my exam.. next week o.O

I know I'll be busy tomorrow.. and the day after tomorrow..
So I'm supposed to study now right?
Or I'll never pass those 5 papers that I'm having on Monday till 5.00 o'clock, rite?
Hmm.. apparently, my body doesn't think so..
It insists that I rest!
What a thoughtful and kind body to do so when it knows exam is here..

And my mind..
Well, bad bad mind!
Everytime I sit and study, my mind wanders..
.....
Mitosis.. Dolly the sheep!
Lynn likes sheep, rite?
O yeah, she likes pink too!
What colour does Ashley like, eh?
btw, what did Mum say earlier on?
Is it something about buying groceries?
Or puppies?
Hmm.. thinking of puppies..
When was the last time I saw one?
.....

And everytime I lie down and study..
.....
Ow! My neck.. stiff neck.. Ouch..
Where's my pillow? Here it is..
Aw.. my fluffy pillow... ...
*Zzzzzzzz*

Okay.. So as u can see..
I really am not in a suitable state to study..

-Ann-

I trust you

Well, I juz got back from school and here I am,
Fresh from a relaxing bath and really wet hair =)

I didn't want to do security duty actually but Sharon needed help badly.
Anyway, while doing rounds when the Sound of Silence in the IJC hall started,
I made friends with my partner.
I don't actually know her full name.. juz called her Guo =)

She told me she was a Christian.. converted 5 years ago
Well, we talked and I learned a lot of stuff from this easy-going senior.

Young people don't take relationships as seriously as they should.
They juz take it as a trend nowadays,
a oh-my-friend-has-one-so-i-want-one-too thing.
Are they even really in love?
If they really are, then, get married!

Guys are not important enough for us to forget about our Mission on earth,
to fight for Christ..
And I realised she was right.
Judgement Day is looming and we can't possibly show them a cert of u getting straight A1s in SPM..
nor boast about how good your social life is..
None is more important than us serving Him.

Yeah, I know u'd probably scoff now and think I'm such a holy-wise-ass,
Well, let me tell u this, I don't really care.
I've found Him as my comforter in times of need, and I trust this invisible force that pushed me to go beyond my limits, suprising even myself with the things I'm capable of..
I've done bad stuff, probably some that are really bad and I don't pretend I did not.
But I'm trying my very best to try to help and serve Him in any way I can.

I shall forget my past, my wrong-doings and concentrate on the very thing I have been drifting away from..

serving Him.. -Ann-

Westlife~!!

Okay~ I'm crazy over Westlife.. again =)
I loved them so dearly~

The very first song I heard that got me into music..
Uptown Girls, waayyyy back..
It was around.. 7 years back, I think.
Ian was watching the MV on TV and it caught my attention straight away!
I used to be puzzled as to why my bro liked to watch people on screens while they sing..
especially songs where people shout and jump around ==''
Hey, I was 9, okay!

Anyway, I fell right in love with this group which I later learned has so manyy more fantastic songs!
Westlife.. aww.. my heart melts when I see Shane and Mark XD
Okay.. this was the original group I fell in love with, comprising of 5 cutee boys!!
I used to go crazy and sing along like a kid - which I was - gone HIGH over sugar overload!
*broken singing*
I lay my love on youuu~
It's all I wanna do~
(ignoring Ian asking me to shut up)

Then I drifted away from Westlife when Bryan/Brian left and found Jay Chou~! (still the hottest guy alive)

And now I got whiff of Wings of Love and got into gear again!!
Westlife, I love u =)
I guess this is the present group.. Aww.. I miss Bryan.. =(
I added some of my old favs to my playlist!!
I know some of you wanted the old playlist back but chill kayz =)
Give this new one a try~ PLEASE~~

-Ann-

June 10.. =)

So.. had a terrible week with ups and downs.. AGAIN..

i caught a cold.. it sucks to be sniffling and sniffling.. Urghh..

And while I have my headache I have to endure Chemistry.. Pfft!

The gases.. Fooooo~

There were fireworks in town~ ard 10:26... forgot wat day.. is it tuesday..?

Anyway, it was BEAUTIFULLLL~

And being on the 5th floor of the apartment helped a lot~ =)

Lynn rejected Ivan..

Erm.. kinda akward.. and sad.. =(

It's dissapointing but I guess I'm not supposed to be so KPC.. XD

I mean, I paired them together.. but she liked him then..

It's more like a joke.. pairing them together.. Alex they all joined in the fun too!

So why do I feel so bad..?

It's juz that.. when he's head over heels in her.. she lost interest in him?!

... dunno.. dunno~

I don't have both sides of the story..

guess I can't make any deductions.. rite =)

Eh.. Yesterday Mr Teh dance Cha-cha-cha~

SO funnny ROFL~

Mr Wee was at the staffroom, then he was.. dancing?!

Nah, it's more like swaying and trying to walk in a straight line..

LMAO man! Mr Dennis was.. 'uhhhhhhh'

Pn Chan went HIGH~ LOL

Today got Mandarin club meeting..

We made tang yuan.. YAY~

I made the really round ones with peanut butter inside..
Dey make so many diff shape ROFL~
Hui Li made a square one with choco inside..
she took almost 7 mins to roll it while she talked to me LOL
Then I was like 'erm... who's gonna eat that with ur dirt and sweat all over it?'
Yun Kei curi-curi nibble choco while we do work..
Hehe.. got caught XD

I didn't know Kylie know Mandarin??
She spoke to Sharon in mandarin.. Whoa..
I went all blurr =)

Ish.. today no softball again =(
So long don't have d.. I miss it XD

While waiting for the tang yuan to cook..
Went to Chia Li there.. Buddhist Society..
They were practicing hymns or songs.. dunno which.. same rite? XP
anywayz, it sounded great!
And Ki Mei this KPC come also.. haha =)

There's gonna be a Band Concert at IJC Hall tomorrow..
those interested can buy the ticket on the spot~ Ard 8pm, i think..
RM50, 20 and 10~

Well, my weekly post..
I'm still hooked on the latest song btw.. it's great, eh~ =)

busy busy..

Hey guys~
This week went well, i think..
Friends had some ups and downs.. But it turned up okay in the end =)

Lynn's birthday's coming up.
I want to plan a suprise for her.. =)
So I'm gonna gang up with Ivan to plan 1 soon~!!

Next exam is on 20th.. 2 weeks away.. =(
btw.. for Parents' Night..
I'm in charge of Decorations..
And I'm helping out in the kids fashion show..
How do I feel? Well, mixed feelings..
Happy cuz I have a chance to help out at church but kinda worried cuz ther's so much stuff to do..
Ideas, materials, the lightings, the dresses, decos..
I really hope I can do a good job..
Prob is.. I'm new in the church.. not NEW new la..
But still considered new.. wonder y dey trusted me to do so mucchhh stuff.. =)

Exam's coming too, I have to study..
So I'm not gonna on9 so often now kayz~
Gotta get busy with school and church stuff =)
Wait.. and also Lynn's birthday.. which is 22nd..

Okay.. really frantic now.. so much stuff to do..
Guess I'll be REALLY busy.. 2 hectic weeks..
Planning birthdays, decos, studies and sewing dresses for the fahion show??!!
Whoa.. I'm suprised if I pull through this 2 weeks..

Well, I hope I really do pull thorugh.. pray for me kayz~ =)
I inserted my new fav song~
Gonna use it on Parents' Nite.. shhhh =)

Busy busy..
-@nn-

I will trust You

For You will never change

And You will alwayz be there for me

Egggs

Wat a bad day..

Woke up at 7 to get my @ss out of the bed to go tesco with mum n grans...

How come so many people 1... Pfft!

Go Youth..

Okay.. it was a disaster!!

5 people turned up! 5??!!

At 3 it was only Aunt Agnes, Lambert and me..

And James, Daniel and Dennis turned up ltr..

Kinda dissapointed Jeremy's not ther..

Anywayz, I'm in charge of helping out with the kids for the fashion show =)

Dennis kept wanting me to be the gal for the play ==

I don't mind actually XP

But still.. haiz.. feeling like CRAPP~~

THANKS Nocturnalmoth~

U saved me from this horrible dayAre we going to end up like him..?

Shhhh! The cook's here!!

Noooo O_o

Watcha' lookin' at?!

Mama...?

Still can't let him go..
But I tried not to care..

He's leaving..

I didn't know.. it was going to be this fast..

So far! And tomorrow's the very last time I could see him..

Come to think of it.. I don't talk with him much..

There's alwayz something that somehow prevents it..

Like.. when we talk, there's bound to be interruptions by other people and we'll juz break off.

Or.. when we do something together.. well, same case..

But he's a very sweet guy.. kind and nice..

It'll be a shame to see him go..

I wonder if it'll ever be the same again...

Nah.. I think it'll be different..

I think I'll lose interest most of the time..

I don't think I have much to look foward to every week now..

Now that he's..

He's gone..

I guess it really is better.. like AA says..

to love God now...

At least I know that he won't change,

And he'll alwayz be with me..

I wish he'd not go..

After this post.. I want to forget him..

wipe him off my heart..

-@nn-

Time to let go..

He's going..

Yep, the guy I have a crush on..

He's going to pursue his tertiary education.. soon.

I guess, it's time to forget about him..

It's an impossibility that we could be together.

But I'm so utterly obssessed!

I write his name all over every piece of paper I lay my hands on..

I save all his msgs and read and reread them..

I even dream about him!

It's like I'm having flashbacks of when I hang out with him..

Aww man... these stuff are embarrassing..

Hehe.. Yep, i guess this is really a big crush..

But I guess it's time to let go..

Well.. exam's over.. holiday's over..
Which means - RESULTS!

I guess I did pretty good. I'm really happy~ =)
But the last is ALWAYZ the worst.. history..
I got 3B.
OMG MAN! My results are 80, 90, 79 (wtf 1 mark only), and 70 (mandarin.. can't blame me la..)
DEN COME OUT 65%?!
WHOA! Heart attack, man!!

And I put in so much effort!
I practically studied everything that didn't come out in the paper..
I guess luck is on my side.. ==''

And the worst thing is..
Our History teacher went all crazy and added marks for everybody.. for FREE~ WOO~
Prob is.. this is how u add ur marks..
First, u mark whatever question u think u r right but she marked wrong.
Next, u show it to her and she'll glance briefly.
Then, tell her how much marks should be added to ur paper.
Finally, she gives u a whopping number of marks and gives u a boost for ur grade.

U could very well guess that a lot of people RUSHED there.
On average.. everybody that added marks had a 10 mark increase.
AVERAGE.. I heard some1 got 15 marks. O.o
So.. not suprisingly, our class ended with a lot of not authentic As.

Hmmm.. Maybe I'm stupid for not adding marks too.
But I guess.. I could keep the marks for my end-year exam, rite?
After all, ther's no use in getting undeserved marks =)

Well.. purely thoughts..
-@nn-

David~

I'm crazy over David Archuleta..

I luv his songs~~ His latest - Touch My Hands is simply.. mesmerizing!!

When I heard his song on the radio, I snapped at everybody to shut up.

Haha, it kinda got on their nerves after.. 4 times or so.

Then I'd skip to the radio to turn the volume up. Yep, skip =)

His songs are like love stories or love cycles..

This is what I mean..

Crush - He has a crush on the gal who happens to be his best friend.

A Little Too Not Over You - He finds out that the girl he likes has a boyfriend which breaks his heart.

Touch My Hands - He's already famous and has a concert.. then he sees a girl from a distance and finds out she's the one.

And he smiles all the time!

It lights up his face~! So.. innocent! Haha~ XD

Pity he didn't win the American Idol..

I think he's much more better than Cook~ No offense to Cook's fans. =)

But he's so much better than Cook now~ Much more succeesful~!! YAY!

Go Archie~ WE SUPPORT YOU!!

Inserted his song in the playlist too~ Check it out kayz! =)

Well~ I'm off~ Juz wish David dedicated his song to me~ =(

-@nn-

Love?

Loving someone is not to keep them, but to let them go when u have to..
But what do I know about it rite..
I'm not even sure if I ever fell in love before..

Nah.. I'm sure I've not.
My heart doesn't thump like crazy, I don't get sweaty palms,
I don't attract attention to myself by doing stupid stuff that ppl stupidly do for love,
I don't get all worked up and stumble over my words as I speak,
I don't dream of someone constantly..
Yep, I'm not in love.. and I wasn't.

It's strange how fate intertwines one with another..
I used to look back and juz wonder..
How could I have been so foolish and naive?
You'd thought that a 15-year-old gal would know better..
Stupid stupid..

And now, he's with my best friend..
And I'm not sure how I feel..
Is it jealousy or hate or juz relief when I see the smile on their faces?
It's strange.. It started out with me and ended with her..

But he does deserve her.. and she him.
Yep~ Now I'm pretty sure it's not jealousy~

As for the earlier part..
I found out that my friend.. he has a dilemma..
He is hanging on to a relationship that doesn't seem to grow..
He's juz.. hanging.

It's strange, he loves her but assumes she is avoiding him..
But I'm in no position to juz butt in..
It's their problem, and I don't even know the whole story..
Maybe he's got the wrong impression?

But I can't stop wondering what would I have done if it was me..?
Hmm.. probably juz go up to him and ask him wat is his prob,
Den whack him and cry when he says he wants to break up~!!
HAHA~ crazy~

Well..
Juz thoughts..
-@nn-

A year ago..

Last year, I've participated in a blood donating programme at Tesco..
I walked around, holding posters, asking people to donate blood.
At first, the result was very disappointing, they just ignored me.
But I still persevered and I smiled and nodded.
After some time, results rolled in.
Many people were interested and I feel like I've done something good and charitable.
After that, I went to help at the counter.
There, blood donaters were given a cup of Milo, a certificate acknowlodging his or her help, a badge as a souvenier and a bag containing of bread, water packets and an apple as compliments for their donation.

I was touched when a person refused the bag of food, saying, "I think some people out there needs it more than I do."
He was referring to the victims of earthquake that struck Sichuan.

Some people felt weak and nearly fainted after donating a pint of blood. One of them smiled and said, "I've saved at least a life, and that's the least I could do now."
In a short duration of time, 82 people had volunteered to donate blood.
We were very touched and we thoroughly respect them.

The News that shook the world
It was a year ago when on the afternoon of May 12, 2008, a 7.9-magnitude earthquake hit Sichuan Province, a mountainous region in Western China, killing about 70,000 people and leaving over 18,000 missing. Over 15 million people lived in the affected area, including almost 4 million in the city of Chengdu. One year after the 7.9-magnitude earthquake devastated parts of Sichuan Province, China paused on Tuesday to remember the nearly 90,000 people left dead or missing.

I love you

Mum.. u have alwayz been there for me..
I trust u and love u.. but now..
I'm struggling to do whatever is right..
It's hard to differentiate between right and wrong.. to me.
I can't resist the temptation of juz going ahead and enjoying my life!
I'm beginning to worry about this..
I think about it all the time and I keep wondering if I'm doing the right thing..
But when the time comes for me to choose..
I'm afraid.. I'll make the wrong choice.
I've experienced failure n victory, sadness n happiness..
I have experienced being loved and to love..
But will the time come when I will actually fail u..
Betraying ur love for me?
The sacrifices that u made?
Will I experience losing the trust and hope u have on me?

I'm sure u have already noticed..
I'm making wrong decisions each time!
I'm tired of it!
I hope.. when the time comes..
I will thrust temptations aside..
And make the right choice, to choose the right path.
But until that day comes,
I can only say.. and hope for u to continue to trust me..

I love you

Remember?

I miss my gal frens~!
I miss them so much...
I miss Lynn's quirky remarks..
and Chiao's funny comments..
and Sandra's 'I-know-everything' look..

My humor is detoriating~!!!
I barely laugh anymore like I used to at my new school now..
Remember when we used to walk around laughing our heads off?
And people will just walk past and be suprised that this prefect is so NOT serious.
Haha, who cares anywayz..
And when we play tricks on the boys,
and when we teased our teachers..
These memories are so vivid! I can still smile when I think of it.

Remember when we when KL?
OMG, we had tons of fun~!
Remember when we used to argue with Ainshah and the Malayz?
Remember? Remember?
I was alwayz d one to be chosen to be the speaker =.=''
which is unfair.. TOTALLY UNFAIR~!
And when Encik Salleh used to teach us in his broken English..
And we poked fun at him. Hehez..
And when books are due to be handed up.. WOW~! The chaos in the class..
Remember? Remember?

Well, if u guys don't.. I'll alwayz be there to remind u..
cuz i will 4eva cherish them~! =)