Love?

Loving someone is not to keep them, but to let them go when u have to..
But what do I know about it rite..
I'm not even sure if I ever fell in love before..

Nah.. I'm sure I've not.
My heart doesn't thump like crazy, I don't get sweaty palms,
I don't attract attention to myself by doing stupid stuff that ppl stupidly do for love,
I don't get all worked up and stumble over my words as I speak,
I don't dream of someone constantly..
Yep, I'm not in love.. and I wasn't.

It's strange how fate intertwines one with another..
I used to look back and juz wonder..
How could I have been so foolish and naive?
You'd thought that a 15-year-old gal would know better..
Stupid stupid..

And now, he's with my best friend..
And I'm not sure how I feel..
Is it jealousy or hate or juz relief when I see the smile on their faces?
It's strange.. It started out with me and ended with her..

But he does deserve her.. and she him.
Yep~ Now I'm pretty sure it's not jealousy~

As for the earlier part..
I found out that my friend.. he has a dilemma..
He is hanging on to a relationship that doesn't seem to grow..
He's juz.. hanging.

It's strange, he loves her but assumes she is avoiding him..
But I'm in no position to juz butt in..
It's their problem, and I don't even know the whole story..
Maybe he's got the wrong impression?

But I can't stop wondering what would I have done if it was me..?
Hmm.. probably juz go up to him and ask him wat is his prob,
Den whack him and cry when he says he wants to break up~!!
HAHA~ crazy~

Well..
Juz thoughts..
-@nn-