I love you

Mum.. u have alwayz been there for me..
I trust u and love u.. but now..
I'm struggling to do whatever is right..
It's hard to differentiate between right and wrong.. to me.
I can't resist the temptation of juz going ahead and enjoying my life!
I'm beginning to worry about this..
I think about it all the time and I keep wondering if I'm doing the right thing..
But when the time comes for me to choose..
I'm afraid.. I'll make the wrong choice.
I've experienced failure n victory, sadness n happiness..
I have experienced being loved and to love..
But will the time come when I will actually fail u..
Betraying ur love for me?
The sacrifices that u made?
Will I experience losing the trust and hope u have on me?

I'm sure u have already noticed..
I'm making wrong decisions each time!
I'm tired of it!
I hope.. when the time comes..
I will thrust temptations aside..
And make the right choice, to choose the right path.
But until that day comes,
I can only say.. and hope for u to continue to trust me..

I love you