Egggs

Wat a bad day..

Woke up at 7 to get my @ss out of the bed to go tesco with mum n grans...

How come so many people 1... Pfft!

Go Youth..

Okay.. it was a disaster!!

5 people turned up! 5??!!

At 3 it was only Aunt Agnes, Lambert and me..

And James, Daniel and Dennis turned up ltr..

Kinda dissapointed Jeremy's not ther..

Anywayz, I'm in charge of helping out with the kids for the fashion show =)

Dennis kept wanting me to be the gal for the play ==

I don't mind actually XP

But still.. haiz.. feeling like CRAPP~~

THANKS Nocturnalmoth~

U saved me from this horrible dayAre we going to end up like him..?

Shhhh! The cook's here!!

Noooo O_o

Watcha' lookin' at?!

Mama...?

Still can't let him go..
But I tried not to care..

He's leaving..

I didn't know.. it was going to be this fast..

So far! And tomorrow's the very last time I could see him..

Come to think of it.. I don't talk with him much..

There's alwayz something that somehow prevents it..

Like.. when we talk, there's bound to be interruptions by other people and we'll juz break off.

Or.. when we do something together.. well, same case..

But he's a very sweet guy.. kind and nice..

It'll be a shame to see him go..

I wonder if it'll ever be the same again...

Nah.. I think it'll be different..

I think I'll lose interest most of the time..

I don't think I have much to look foward to every week now..

Now that he's..

He's gone..

I guess it really is better.. like AA says..

to love God now...

At least I know that he won't change,

And he'll alwayz be with me..

I wish he'd not go..

After this post.. I want to forget him..

wipe him off my heart..

-@nn-

Time to let go..

He's going..

Yep, the guy I have a crush on..

He's going to pursue his tertiary education.. soon.

I guess, it's time to forget about him..

It's an impossibility that we could be together.

But I'm so utterly obssessed!

I write his name all over every piece of paper I lay my hands on..

I save all his msgs and read and reread them..

I even dream about him!

It's like I'm having flashbacks of when I hang out with him..

Aww man... these stuff are embarrassing..

Hehe.. Yep, i guess this is really a big crush..

But I guess it's time to let go..

Well.. exam's over.. holiday's over..
Which means - RESULTS!

I guess I did pretty good. I'm really happy~ =)
But the last is ALWAYZ the worst.. history..
I got 3B.
OMG MAN! My results are 80, 90, 79 (wtf 1 mark only), and 70 (mandarin.. can't blame me la..)
DEN COME OUT 65%?!
WHOA! Heart attack, man!!

And I put in so much effort!
I practically studied everything that didn't come out in the paper..
I guess luck is on my side.. ==''

And the worst thing is..
Our History teacher went all crazy and added marks for everybody.. for FREE~ WOO~
Prob is.. this is how u add ur marks..
First, u mark whatever question u think u r right but she marked wrong.
Next, u show it to her and she'll glance briefly.
Then, tell her how much marks should be added to ur paper.
Finally, she gives u a whopping number of marks and gives u a boost for ur grade.

U could very well guess that a lot of people RUSHED there.
On average.. everybody that added marks had a 10 mark increase.
AVERAGE.. I heard some1 got 15 marks. O.o
So.. not suprisingly, our class ended with a lot of not authentic As.

Hmmm.. Maybe I'm stupid for not adding marks too.
But I guess.. I could keep the marks for my end-year exam, rite?
After all, ther's no use in getting undeserved marks =)

Well.. purely thoughts..
-@nn-

David~

I'm crazy over David Archuleta..

I luv his songs~~ His latest - Touch My Hands is simply.. mesmerizing!!

When I heard his song on the radio, I snapped at everybody to shut up.

Haha, it kinda got on their nerves after.. 4 times or so.

Then I'd skip to the radio to turn the volume up. Yep, skip =)

His songs are like love stories or love cycles..

This is what I mean..

Crush - He has a crush on the gal who happens to be his best friend.

A Little Too Not Over You - He finds out that the girl he likes has a boyfriend which breaks his heart.

Touch My Hands - He's already famous and has a concert.. then he sees a girl from a distance and finds out she's the one.

And he smiles all the time!

It lights up his face~! So.. innocent! Haha~ XD

Pity he didn't win the American Idol..

I think he's much more better than Cook~ No offense to Cook's fans. =)

But he's so much better than Cook now~ Much more succeesful~!! YAY!

Go Archie~ WE SUPPORT YOU!!

Inserted his song in the playlist too~ Check it out kayz! =)

Well~ I'm off~ Juz wish David dedicated his song to me~ =(

-@nn-

Love?

Loving someone is not to keep them, but to let them go when u have to..
But what do I know about it rite..
I'm not even sure if I ever fell in love before..

Nah.. I'm sure I've not.
My heart doesn't thump like crazy, I don't get sweaty palms,
I don't attract attention to myself by doing stupid stuff that ppl stupidly do for love,
I don't get all worked up and stumble over my words as I speak,
I don't dream of someone constantly..
Yep, I'm not in love.. and I wasn't.

It's strange how fate intertwines one with another..
I used to look back and juz wonder..
How could I have been so foolish and naive?
You'd thought that a 15-year-old gal would know better..
Stupid stupid..

And now, he's with my best friend..
And I'm not sure how I feel..
Is it jealousy or hate or juz relief when I see the smile on their faces?
It's strange.. It started out with me and ended with her..

But he does deserve her.. and she him.
Yep~ Now I'm pretty sure it's not jealousy~

As for the earlier part..
I found out that my friend.. he has a dilemma..
He is hanging on to a relationship that doesn't seem to grow..
He's juz.. hanging.

It's strange, he loves her but assumes she is avoiding him..
But I'm in no position to juz butt in..
It's their problem, and I don't even know the whole story..
Maybe he's got the wrong impression?

But I can't stop wondering what would I have done if it was me..?
Hmm.. probably juz go up to him and ask him wat is his prob,
Den whack him and cry when he says he wants to break up~!!
HAHA~ crazy~

Well..
Juz thoughts..
-@nn-