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3 years. 3 years and I'm back. What am I doing here anyway? *sigh*

I must be pathetic. What have I achieved in these years? Nothing.
How dumb I was to set up this blog, thinking people will read it, spending hours customizing and searching for a new background.
For..?
Nothing. Just momentary happiness. And frustration. I don't know, I suppose it's something that happens when you get obsessed with something.

Well, i'm listening to Se7en's When I Can't Sing now. I can't believe how long it has been since I ventured into KPop. Scratch that, I meant how SHORT it has been. Only a few years? I feel like I know everybody in the Kpop scene! Hmph!

Yep, I'm still obsessing over G-Dragon. Is it really my fault I'm giddy in love with a guy that doesn't know I exist? Haha, joking.. It's not love actually, more like.. ADMIRATION.

Everybody knows no ones is perfect right? But in Kpop scene, you can get your variety of perfect husbands and girlfriends. People always put up their best in fron of the camera, no? Why not so with all the idols? But it's the good qualities that draw us to them. So please do not judge us simply by thinking we are teens with no life. We do. But we still like all these people.

Will it ever change for me? G-Dragon.. *sigh* His talent is undeniable. But what makes it better is that.. he went through so much for what he have achieved today, being at the top.

Pfft, seems hypocritical of me to say so when our very own parents are slaving away to provide us with a good education and a fulfilling future.

Still.

Thank you, G-Dragon. You will forever be at the top, kay? Deep feelings such as these are hard to bury. I wonder if I will ever have the chance to see you..
You too, Jay Chou. It's all thanks to you I got into rapping and RnBs. Thank you.

Oh well, I suppose it's time to sleep. Hehe...
It... feels really good to be able to just type nonsense things here. Hehehe.. I should do this more often. ^^