Back

3 years. 3 years and I'm back. What am I doing here anyway? *sigh*

I must be pathetic. What have I achieved in these years? Nothing.
How dumb I was to set up this blog, thinking people will read it, spending hours customizing and searching for a new background.
For..?
Nothing. Just momentary happiness. And frustration. I don't know, I suppose it's something that happens when you get obsessed with something.

Well, i'm listening to Se7en's When I Can't Sing now. I can't believe how long it has been since I ventured into KPop. Scratch that, I meant how SHORT it has been. Only a few years? I feel like I know everybody in the Kpop scene! Hmph!

Yep, I'm still obsessing over G-Dragon. Is it really my fault I'm giddy in love with a guy that doesn't know I exist? Haha, joking.. It's not love actually, more like.. ADMIRATION.

Everybody knows no ones is perfect right? But in Kpop scene, you can get your variety of perfect husbands and girlfriends. People always put up their best in fron of the camera, no? Why not so with all the idols? But it's the good qualities that draw us to them. So please do not judge us simply by thinking we are teens with no life. We do. But we still like all these people.

Will it ever change for me? G-Dragon.. *sigh* His talent is undeniable. But what makes it better is that.. he went through so much for what he have achieved today, being at the top.

Pfft, seems hypocritical of me to say so when our very own parents are slaving away to provide us with a good education and a fulfilling future.

Still.

Thank you, G-Dragon. You will forever be at the top, kay? Deep feelings such as these are hard to bury. I wonder if I will ever have the chance to see you..
You too, Jay Chou. It's all thanks to you I got into rapping and RnBs. Thank you.

Oh well, I suppose it's time to sleep. Hehe...
It... feels really good to be able to just type nonsense things here. Hehehe.. I should do this more often. ^^

GY

Aww.. posting has a prob..
I can't chg this ugly font LOL

Anywayz, today GY members helped me with the deco =)
I wouldn't have cope without Evang, Bernice, Angeline, Jo ann, and even Dennis!
He's still so cute!! I missed him =)

It's kind of tiring to do it in the church..
U have to put on a serious face while u work and I don't think I succeeded =(
Laughing all the time with Dennis, watch him play tricks on James.. Haha XP
Even chasing Anna! Haha~
But ther's still a whole big bunch of stuff to do..
And I worry it'll not turn out right.. =(
Would I disappoint everybody? the deco's only under me after all..
If it doesn't work out..
BOOM! I'll nvr step into the church again!

Ben got kinda tired half way..
Should've asked him to stay home and rest.
He even slept on the bench outside LOL

Well, they were rehearsing the song On The Wings of Love by Westlife..
Frequent visitors would've known that I had this song on my blog, 1st on my list!
But then, there was a problem and it couldn't be played =(
So I sorta changed the songs.. added new ones, deleted old ones..
Haha =)I'm still enchanted by the song..
It's GREAT~!

Today's worship was fun! I liked it~
Lambert's voice was nice too~ yea, I enjoyed it!! =)
2nd in a few weeks since Jeremy left.. =(
Wonder if the next year, when the Form 5s get their results..
Would the change in GY be more promiminent?
As AA said, GY is not expanding, in fact, it's dwindling in number!
Form 5s.. Lambert, Reuben, Sebastian, Joash, James? He's form 5 rite? XP

O--kay, after listing all my seniors' names, I realized I'm the oldest gal still active in GY! Haha =)
I wish I could've join GY earlier.. not at the end of 15 years old!!
That's sooo late! =( I missed out on so much fun!

Still, I can make it up this year!!
I'll have so much more fun! Juz u watch~ =)

Oh man..

I'm a bad girl..
I'm supposed to study for my exam.. next week o.O

I know I'll be busy tomorrow.. and the day after tomorrow..
So I'm supposed to study now right?
Or I'll never pass those 5 papers that I'm having on Monday till 5.00 o'clock, rite?
Hmm.. apparently, my body doesn't think so..
It insists that I rest!
What a thoughtful and kind body to do so when it knows exam is here..

And my mind..
Well, bad bad mind!
Everytime I sit and study, my mind wanders..
.....
Mitosis.. Dolly the sheep!
Lynn likes sheep, rite?
O yeah, she likes pink too!
What colour does Ashley like, eh?
btw, what did Mum say earlier on?
Is it something about buying groceries?
Or puppies?
Hmm.. thinking of puppies..
When was the last time I saw one?
.....

And everytime I lie down and study..
.....
Ow! My neck.. stiff neck.. Ouch..
Where's my pillow? Here it is..
Aw.. my fluffy pillow... ...
*Zzzzzzzz*

Okay.. So as u can see..
I really am not in a suitable state to study..

-Ann-

I trust you

Well, I juz got back from school and here I am,
Fresh from a relaxing bath and really wet hair =)

I didn't want to do security duty actually but Sharon needed help badly.
Anyway, while doing rounds when the Sound of Silence in the IJC hall started,
I made friends with my partner.
I don't actually know her full name.. juz called her Guo =)

She told me she was a Christian.. converted 5 years ago
Well, we talked and I learned a lot of stuff from this easy-going senior.

Young people don't take relationships as seriously as they should.
They juz take it as a trend nowadays,
a oh-my-friend-has-one-so-i-want-one-too thing.
Are they even really in love?
If they really are, then, get married!

Guys are not important enough for us to forget about our Mission on earth,
to fight for Christ..
And I realised she was right.
Judgement Day is looming and we can't possibly show them a cert of u getting straight A1s in SPM..
nor boast about how good your social life is..
None is more important than us serving Him.

Yeah, I know u'd probably scoff now and think I'm such a holy-wise-ass,
Well, let me tell u this, I don't really care.
I've found Him as my comforter in times of need, and I trust this invisible force that pushed me to go beyond my limits, suprising even myself with the things I'm capable of..
I've done bad stuff, probably some that are really bad and I don't pretend I did not.
But I'm trying my very best to try to help and serve Him in any way I can.

I shall forget my past, my wrong-doings and concentrate on the very thing I have been drifting away from..

serving Him.. -Ann-

Westlife~!!

Okay~ I'm crazy over Westlife.. again =)
I loved them so dearly~

The very first song I heard that got me into music..
Uptown Girls, waayyyy back..
It was around.. 7 years back, I think.
Ian was watching the MV on TV and it caught my attention straight away!
I used to be puzzled as to why my bro liked to watch people on screens while they sing..
especially songs where people shout and jump around ==''
Hey, I was 9, okay!

Anyway, I fell right in love with this group which I later learned has so manyy more fantastic songs!
Westlife.. aww.. my heart melts when I see Shane and Mark XD
Okay.. this was the original group I fell in love with, comprising of 5 cutee boys!!
I used to go crazy and sing along like a kid - which I was - gone HIGH over sugar overload!
*broken singing*
I lay my love on youuu~
It's all I wanna do~
(ignoring Ian asking me to shut up)

Then I drifted away from Westlife when Bryan/Brian left and found Jay Chou~! (still the hottest guy alive)

And now I got whiff of Wings of Love and got into gear again!!
Westlife, I love u =)
I guess this is the present group.. Aww.. I miss Bryan.. =(
I added some of my old favs to my playlist!!
I know some of you wanted the old playlist back but chill kayz =)
Give this new one a try~ PLEASE~~

-Ann-

June 10.. =)

So.. had a terrible week with ups and downs.. AGAIN..

i caught a cold.. it sucks to be sniffling and sniffling.. Urghh..

And while I have my headache I have to endure Chemistry.. Pfft!

The gases.. Fooooo~

There were fireworks in town~ ard 10:26... forgot wat day.. is it tuesday..?

Anyway, it was BEAUTIFULLLL~

And being on the 5th floor of the apartment helped a lot~ =)

Lynn rejected Ivan..

Erm.. kinda akward.. and sad.. =(

It's dissapointing but I guess I'm not supposed to be so KPC.. XD

I mean, I paired them together.. but she liked him then..

It's more like a joke.. pairing them together.. Alex they all joined in the fun too!

So why do I feel so bad..?

It's juz that.. when he's head over heels in her.. she lost interest in him?!

... dunno.. dunno~

I don't have both sides of the story..

guess I can't make any deductions.. rite =)

Eh.. Yesterday Mr Teh dance Cha-cha-cha~

SO funnny ROFL~

Mr Wee was at the staffroom, then he was.. dancing?!

Nah, it's more like swaying and trying to walk in a straight line..

LMAO man! Mr Dennis was.. 'uhhhhhhh'

Pn Chan went HIGH~ LOL

Today got Mandarin club meeting..

We made tang yuan.. YAY~

I made the really round ones with peanut butter inside..
Dey make so many diff shape ROFL~
Hui Li made a square one with choco inside..
she took almost 7 mins to roll it while she talked to me LOL
Then I was like 'erm... who's gonna eat that with ur dirt and sweat all over it?'
Yun Kei curi-curi nibble choco while we do work..
Hehe.. got caught XD

I didn't know Kylie know Mandarin??
She spoke to Sharon in mandarin.. Whoa..
I went all blurr =)

Ish.. today no softball again =(
So long don't have d.. I miss it XD

While waiting for the tang yuan to cook..
Went to Chia Li there.. Buddhist Society..
They were practicing hymns or songs.. dunno which.. same rite? XP
anywayz, it sounded great!
And Ki Mei this KPC come also.. haha =)

There's gonna be a Band Concert at IJC Hall tomorrow..
those interested can buy the ticket on the spot~ Ard 8pm, i think..
RM50, 20 and 10~

Well, my weekly post..
I'm still hooked on the latest song btw.. it's great, eh~ =)

busy busy..

Hey guys~
This week went well, i think..
Friends had some ups and downs.. But it turned up okay in the end =)

Lynn's birthday's coming up.
I want to plan a suprise for her.. =)
So I'm gonna gang up with Ivan to plan 1 soon~!!

Next exam is on 20th.. 2 weeks away.. =(
btw.. for Parents' Night..
I'm in charge of Decorations..
And I'm helping out in the kids fashion show..
How do I feel? Well, mixed feelings..
Happy cuz I have a chance to help out at church but kinda worried cuz ther's so much stuff to do..
Ideas, materials, the lightings, the dresses, decos..
I really hope I can do a good job..
Prob is.. I'm new in the church.. not NEW new la..
But still considered new.. wonder y dey trusted me to do so mucchhh stuff.. =)

Exam's coming too, I have to study..
So I'm not gonna on9 so often now kayz~
Gotta get busy with school and church stuff =)
Wait.. and also Lynn's birthday.. which is 22nd..

Okay.. really frantic now.. so much stuff to do..
Guess I'll be REALLY busy.. 2 hectic weeks..
Planning birthdays, decos, studies and sewing dresses for the fahion show??!!
Whoa.. I'm suprised if I pull through this 2 weeks..

Well, I hope I really do pull thorugh.. pray for me kayz~ =)
I inserted my new fav song~
Gonna use it on Parents' Nite.. shhhh =)

Busy busy..
-@nn-

I will trust You

For You will never change

And You will alwayz be there for me